Ayesanity

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BAKIT "C" LANG ANG ADVISORY MARK KO SA LIT14 ? ? ? UGH, I AM STARTING TO HATE POETRY.
GUSTO KO MAG-DL THIS SEM!
PAANO? :| :| :|
ANG HIRAP.

SORRY NA KUNG GRADE CONSCIOUS AKO.
BUT I NEED, I WANT TO BE A DEAN'S LISTER.
But it seems that some things (and people?) are conspiring against me.

Oh maaaan :(
There are just some things in which i have no control over :(

LETTER GRADE OF "A", please be within reach! :(
I RARELY get an A in any exam or requirement. :( :( :(
Whyyyyy. HUHUHU :((
DEPRESSED.

I MISS GETTING HIGH GRADES!

Kung nag-UP kaya ako, mas magiging madali kaya ang buhay ko? Hindi 'to tungkol sa academics. Sigurado namang mahirap sa UP, baka mas mahirap pa sa Ateneo. :-S Napaisip lang ako. Kasi may mga taong nagsabi sa akin na mas bagay daw ako sa UP. Paano ba masasabing mas bagay ang isang tao sa isang University?

Minsan, napapansin kong iba ko sa napakaraming Atenista. Unang-una, mayayaman talaga halos lahat sa Ateneo at minsan di ko matanggap ang mga lifestyle nila. To be honest, I feel inferior. At kung nung HS ay hindi ako gaanong confident, mas lalo na ngayon. Naisip ko lang, kung nag-UP ako, baka tumaas kahit kaunti ang self-esteem ko dahil parang mas pantay-pantay ang estado sa buhay ng mga mag-aaral ng UP (May mga rich kids din naman dun, but I think their lifestyles are not too extravagant compared to Atenista RKs) But then again, paano ko naman 'to masasabi, eh wala naman ako sa UP? I am assuming. Ilang beses na ko nakapuntang UP, at mukha naman talaga silang simpleng mga tao. I dunno. I think kung nandun ako, wala akong paki kung ano susuotin ko! Sa ATENEO kasi, minsan wala akong paki sa suot ko, but most of the time, I care. Haha! At sa UP, I'm pretty sure a big part of the population ay nagcocommute! Baka may kasabay pa ko! Haha! Sa Ateneo, de-kotse at de-drayber ang marami. (sorry na!) Pero ang gusto ko naman sa ateneo, kumpara sa UP, mas SAFE! :) AT NUMBER 1 na ang AdMU sa Philippines!

I should stop comparing! Ayoko na magcomplain!
Ang swerte ko na nga na nag-aaral ako sa Ateneo. Pero sa UP kasi, may gusto kong course! CLOTHING TECH. Haha! At wala akong paki kung sabihin ng iba na walang future sa clothing tech. Di ako naniniwala. Haha!

Don't get me wrong!
I LOVE ATENEO! Really!
But sometimes, I still wonder if I made the right choice. BUT WAIT, hindi lang ako ang nagdecide nito.!

I wanna watch HSM3 na ;D
Ready na me. HAHAHA.
Coz I watched the first HSM last night, and HSM2 a while ago.
O diba, HSM overload.

Okaaay AYA stop being such a kid.
But I'm not being a "kid", I'm being a fan.
Stop being a "fan" then.
What's wrong with being a "fan"?
Nothing's wrong. BUT you sound like an obsessed "fan"
Oh no, NO! I'm not obsessed. Ayoko nga ng boses ni VANESSA HUDGENS pag kumakanta sa HSM eh. >;D
So what?

SO WHAT? I'm still a rockstar.

ENOUGH OF MY WEIRDNESS.
I should sleep now.
SABAW na me ;D
Bakit ganun, akala ko dati nakakasabaw lang: mahirap na lessons, corny jokes...
NAKAKA-SABAW din pala pag wala ka nang magawa at masabi.
BOREDOM to the FULLEST.
Huhuhu.

I'm still awake :-ss

SM Megamall was so crowded today, I mean yesterday (coz it's already 2am)
And it was super traffic going there.
There was a mall-wide sale but I didn't buy anything. I was eyeing this really cool pair of shorts! Its price was half the original but I couldn't buy it :(
Sucks to be moneyless.

I should stay away from this store called BOOKSALE as much as possible. I'm so broke!
I already bought 3 back issues of imported mags and I still cant get enough
(last Saturday-cosmo girl and vogue australia. Last Wednesday, Teen Vogue)
Yah see, I was in Megamall thrice this week!

I'm having problems with my laptop :-ss It shuts down unexpectedly. :-ss
it's brandnew and it's already having problems. Waaaah. Just got it last Wed.
Late birthday gift from my parents. It's kinda big but it's orayt. I dont wanna complain! :)

I cant seem to let go of my blospot account so I'm updating it.
But my tumblr is still there, alive and kicking. Okay, not kickin! but it's there.
So I currently have Multiply, Blogspot and Tumblr. Oh and plurk too...
I have so many outlets online. :))
Madali akong i-stalk! :))

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